Month: October 2021

Hurt I it very, I begged me to it I vary times I to come back, but so blind for my pride that was, that I decided not to give plus a possibility it, exactly loving, I suffered and it very also, but in way as much suffering, some people who knew what she was happening with it, they had never participated, it to me was imprisoned you vary times, if he inebriated, he doped themselves, if he played on account in the world of so great desperation that he felt, and I skirt to drink with the fellow workers, dissimulated that it was all good with me, I I condemned a night it I appeared in my house, total doped calling for me, to my I had placed it brothers to sleep and my mother did not leave I to go to speak with it, I waited it to sleep, and I was there, and in I silence, with horrorosas pains in the chest, I said I loved that it, but I could not more being, what he had if broken, I did not obtain to fix. I was to live my life. Passed one three years, I invited to go in the house of it, qdo I knew q it I was namorando, I talked a little with the mother of it and the sisters, but I did not speak of what he was feeling, pride, always the pride, to admit that he was feeling the lack of it for as much time, was not part of me, but I waited to see it, nor that he was only for a few seconds, exactly that it I did not speak with me, but this never happened, it did not arrive, I was even so plus one year if it passed, somebody said q to me it was marrying, was a shock, not to know of the news, makes with that the time stops, to know of the news, makes with what people flies, I looked a time more to it, and I was made use to ask for to come back, therefore one weeks before our meeting, it had on pra house and had invited me to travel with it, but as I could? Associated cowardice the pride, I was namorando a youngster at the time, and I was very unhappy, but he did not want to give the arm to twist, I waited it to I for as much time, not that youngster q was if destroying, but that one that I had known, that I never only spoke, I always locked myself in one I silence without end, and now I had the chance to find it and to say for it everything what it had passed with me, was hour to open hand of as much pride, I needed to become free itself of that homesickness, but it was to our folloied meeting of brother q did not like me he left and me talking with it and he did not say no word, I came back pra house crying, was all lost one, I I needed to be satisfied itself on account with the life who I had, with the life who I had chosen, of arrogance, wounded pride, weakness and cowardice, I deserved, I I choose that. .